Don't ever let anyone change you, you understand me?These words that I can say that they came out from my mother's mouth - Teacher Anne, as she welled up in tears but stood strong holding them back. I have many mothers in my life that have guided me through life. I could almost laugh at myself at this point in life on how I made it so far. Teacher Anne's my mother from Ace-Edventure. She nurtured me for the 11 years that I have been attending Ace-Edventure. What started out as only a student teacher relationship had blossomed into something so magnificent and powerful. We aren't mere students and teachers, we're family. For these 11 years, I had a family. A family that I can go to every week where I shun reality and it's nasty deceptions and conspiracy and just stay inside a small room with twenty other brothers and sisters where we'd sing and play, eat cookies and drink milk for what seems to be mere 2 hours, feels like a lifetime. My heart broken to pieces as I had those words said to me. Don't ever let anyone change you . . . I can't believe myself as I strode down this path where I was at the verge of just throwing away everything. I had changed yet not for the better. I killed myself. Because all I ever thought about was how to preserve my world and the only thought that came to me was
The world is perfect - without me in it.As I'd always take a bird's eye view on everyone around me. I thought I was a hindrance to life. I thought that life would be better off without me. I'd put up a facade to live life through acting as though I was welcomed. I'd have thoughts about the people I sit next to, what do they think of me? Am I annoying them? And soon, these thoughts are the only things that coursed through my mind. Till I reached Ace-Edventure, it was home. I could be anybody I wanted to be. But most of all, I could be the one I truly wanted - Myself. And now 11 years later, I'm leaving home. I know I'd be back, but it'll never be the same again. And all this while I'd thought everybody hated me for my personality so I changed. I'd kept my mouth shut for the few days before and on the last day. Something really surprised me. We maybe human, we maybe flawed, we maybe narcissistic but you know what? They cared for me. They cared for me.
Vincent Tan - Enjoy your life ♥
Jack Leong - Talk to me on Facebook!
Kenneth Gan - Enjoy life, have fun! Call me!
Chun Hoong - Enjoy life! Good luck! =)
John Wong - Live life! Good luck!
Gillian Gan - Chun Yang, I'll definitely miss you!! Thanks for making Thursday class so much fun. ♥you lots. Don't forget me :)
Nick Ng - Hey, you've been the only guy who can get me back up. You're the life of Ace, and you're truly a good friend. I fucking swear I won't forget you, buddy :)
Nikki Yeo - Dear Chun Yang, Please stay cheerful and funny! Do not be quiet! Stay happy and all the best to you! Remember me. I will miss you and your laughter =(
Yee Wan - Dear Bombie! You are not as awesome as me! DUHH! Stay in contact! Miss yarh!
Jit Qi - Dear Chun Yang, Er.... Be yourself. You're awesome enough without trying. All the best in life.
Edwin Ho - Hey big guy! Gonna miss your funny attitude! I wanna see more of it! Will call you. You owe me a slap.
Jonathan Ding - Chun Yang ~White shirts rule. Love your spontaneous and humour. Call me!
Lim Jie Sheng - Keep in touch yea! Hate to lose you!
Li Shing - hey! You're very funny! Rockon. Nice knowing you :) All the best
Yi Wen - All the best!! Fly High! :P
Dearest Chun Yang,You make it hard to say goodbye! We'llnever ever forget you!And that's the truth.
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